dear october

october-
so full of crisp autumness that i could cry. i mostly loved october. even tho this month was very hard in many ways, i'm trying to focus on positivity. the leaves started changing colors and the temp is finally dropping! foggy windows and burning candles, baking pumpkin pies after carving pumpkins. me and 3 of my brothers started learning guitar, with free lessons an hour away. so yayyy for guitar, but not so much the drive :P (but we're used to it so whatever) i am really enjoying guitar and learning a lot! school officially started and it's chaotic. staying in pjs all day. reading some more, crocheting more, not doing much of anything more...xD drinking cider, meeting friends at a coffee shop, baking pies, orange leaf beautifulness <3 made soft pretzels which was a success. ice cream. pressing the last few flowers. 
learning about how satan uses lies, how Jesus' word never lies, and just how tight satan can get his grip around someone and still make them believe it's okay. learning that things will get better. to stay with Jesus absolutely no matter what bc HE is the only source of real comfort, real peace, real happiness. slowly learning how to be there for people yet also give them time + space. and that you don't have to have a good day to still be happy.

okay, so those were my 'aesthetic' pics for this month, and now is gonna be the crazy-life-picture-dump ;D

african soap facemask

guitar!!!

lovee this collage

fooood ;)

wooops

someoneee had my phone..

gonna be strawberry sauce

a weddin' dress and ma hoodie

<333